feeling blue

yup, feeling blue again. gw sebenernya smpe detik ini ga tau knp harus dinamain 'feeling blue'. perasaan klo lagi suntuk, bete, sedih, bosen, ga tau mau ngapain, malah ga da warna yg kluar, mungkin kalau diliat dari sisi aura nya, hitam, bukan biru. anyway, stop with the rubbish talk. iya, gw lagi suntuk se suntuk suntuknya. tadi kelas cuma dari jam 8pagi smpe setengah 10 dan langsung balik rumah. aneh bgt balik ke rumah jam segitu hehe.
niatnya mau langsung tidur aja, berhubung puasa dan mood buat blajar biasanya stelah buka puasa. eh gara2x ntn gossip girl satu episode, jadi keterusan sampe jm 5 sore, dan gw nulis blog ini stelah bosen ntn hehe. kerasa bgt kalau ga da kesibukan gini sepi. i guess i miss my boy. wondering what he's up to back home. *sigh* this ldr thing makes me crazy, well not literally, but it is. bbm, skype, phoning, didn't help that much. i gotta keep myself occupied and accompanied but yeah, it's human nature, i have my limit. of course my hyper sensitive sense comes from the PMS thingy. yet, i do really miss him.

should be my happy day, but it's not

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

-better that we break-maroon 5

banda aceh

ini pertama kalinya gw ke Banda Aceh dan harus pake jilbab. jujur, nyaman bgt dan insyallah someday gw bisa mantep untuk pake, insyallah. Banda Aceh=adorable. some places were visited : Mesjid Raya, Kapal Apung, Tsunami Museum, Pantai Lampuuk, Kerkhoff.


and huge thanks for my lovely boyfriend for showing me your beautiful city

the shade of poison tree

'my tired heart is beating so slow', amanda seyfried-little house.

rasanya sakit, ga enak, kyk ada batu yg ngeganjel. itu rasanya klo pgn crita, pgn minta tolong, tapi ga da yang bisa bantu. sekarang mungkin cuma bisa pasrah dan tawakal sama Allah. yang paling sakit lagi, ko gw kayak ngebelain sesuatu yg ga pasti. serasa di sini gw yg ngarep banget, gw yg ngemis2x. dang!
apalagi sama lingkungan yg ga peka, ga peduli sama sekali. berasa sendirian.

*sigh*

life is a roller coaster..kemaren ktawa2x cekakan sampe cape, sekarang galau nangis2x. me, yes, me. i'm the one who can control myself.

ramadhan

• bersyukur bgt masih dikasi kesempatan puasa tahun ini
• udara perth lagi asik bgt, jadi alhamdulilah puasanya ga terlalu kerasa berat
• bisa skpe an sama dedy abis sahur!hehe..udh 2 hari jadi rutinitas
• sahur sama gemma :)