raihan in concert

the concert was sooo cool. love it love it love it.
semua nasyid nasyidnya bikin sedih. suara mreka asli bagus banget, bikin merinding.
why am i adoring them?that's because of their modesty. amazing voice and simplicity, good combination (y)

dan lucunya hampir rata rata penontonnya orang malay semua, denger mreka ngmong lucu, what a unique language :)

dan moment terharunya pas balita dan anak2x kecil disuruh naik ke atas panggung nemenin raihan bernasyid, menyentuuu.
kyknya asik juga yah ngajar TPA, interaksi terus sama bocah2x lucu :)

temu kangen

satu kata buat sabtu kemaren: alhamdulilah.
makasi yah buat tya sama dede yg udah jadi pelopor kumpul kumpul lagi.
seru bgt!!
jadi..sabtu siang gw, tya, windy, dedy, gema, ka raden, putra, deder, dede ngumpul di rumah ka bomi bada zuhur.
masing masing pada bawa makanan, dr lauk pauk, sayur, sampe dessert nya. all so mouth watering hehe.
banyak session kmrn, ngumpul, makan, main wii sampe gila, snacking, tidur2x an, nyanyi2x dan bergitar. ahhhh seru bgt pokoknya. gw udh lama ga ngakak smpe sakit perut kyk kmrn, semuanya pada ngocol,semuanya.i feel like this is my comfort zone, nowhere else *lebay

here are some captures from 'temu kangen' :the winner of fishing competition and racing competition :p

semua personil 'wii challenge'

time to go

all the best for your after uni life, anintya

hey tetangga lama..

jm stengah 5 pagi gw kbangun dan ga bisa tidur lagi, langsung seger aja mata hehe.
daripada gw bengong2x di kasur, akhirnya gw nyalain laptop dan langsung happy island an dan cafe world an :)
dan the-apsari blogspot hehe.

blog terbarunya ttg gw aja gitu, sweet bgt.
asli gw nangis stelah baca, maybe it means that i really miss her.
stelah 3 minggu dr skr, tya insyallah resmi jadi sarjana,awwww i'm so proud of her.
must be her family as well.
dan makasi yah buat petuah petuah nya yg slalu bermanfaat, makasi juga udh sering panas kuping sama curhatan gw hehe.
dan makasi udh ngeliatin foto2x prewed yg aduhai bikin mupeng nya, bikin gw sumringah hehe.

tapi late night an kmrn emg beda, nge gym plus grocery an hehe.suka!

happy friday

let start with 5.30 am..
i woke up with good feeling and had subuh prayer. then, made teh tarik in a mug and washed all dirty dishes from yesterday.
after that, i took a shower and went to curtin with big smile on my face.

jumat membawa hikmah.
perjalanan di bis tadi kyknya pengen senyum2x sendiri. tiba tiba jadi semangat blajar lagi dan ga mau berkelanjutan putus asa. really, i'm literally happy person today.

udah seminggu ini ,malah udah 10 hri, gw males bgt buat ke kmpus, apalagi blajar.
kemaren aja sampe skip 2 lecture dan 1 tutor.
itu krna, yaaa you know..gw udh blajar mati matian ehh tetep aja failed.
smoga stelah hari ini, bisa kembali semangat, ga putus asa dan ga magerr krn udara perth:)
bismillahirrahmanirrahiim..

my lab test is in 10 minutes. help me God..
hope for the best result and no more tears please..

one full day with him

morning :
dijemput pagi-pagi buat breakfast langsung meluncur ke daerah vicpark. smpe sana sebenrnya udah ada tujuan mau breakfast di tmpat langganan pacar, taunya tu tempat udah close down, malahan udah di crashed down,haha. kita ngakak sendiri, berarti udh lama juga dia ga perhatiin ni tempat.
akhirnya kita liat liat sekitar dan ya. the imp jadi tempat sasaran.
menu breakfast nya cukup asik, banyak macemnya, ga kayak tempat tempat lain yang emang klo bule sarapan tuh standar banget. langsung kita pesen egg on toast w/ mushroom and flat white.
pas dateng, ternyata tempting bgt. sebenrnya udah gw foto, tapi di bb, jadi males upload nya hehe.
pengen lg breakfast di sana.highly recommended!

after that :
baliknya ke rumah pacar, dan gw langsung ngerjain practice lab gw.
abis itu kita nyewa dvd 'up in the air' yg udah dari kpn tau pgn ntn baru kesampean skr.
ada guntur juga di rumah, jadi kita ntn bertiga.
seru filmnya, walaupun kadang bahasa yg dipake bahasa dewa, tetep aja intisari dari ceritanya gw suka. bagus.

afternoon :
karna breakfast nya udah menggunung bgt, jadinya kita baru lunch jam 3 an. dedy ada catering jadinya kita makan itu. menunya daging balado, mantab.
trus jam stengah 4 dedy ada lecture, langsung kita cabut ke kmpus. dia lecture dan gw lanjut ngerjain lab.

and then :
langsunglah kita cabut ke carousel mau ntn 'the back up plan'
ternyata toko2 nya masi pda buka, kita jalan2x deh.
filmnya masi lama bgt, sekitar satu stengah jm an.
akhirnya end up d gelare, gw baca cleo dan dia baca aircraft magazine. ga lama kmudian zzzzzzz. kita teler,haha.
main games deh.

happy, yes. jarang jarang bisa high quality time kyk gini :)
although you always there beside him, doesn't mean both of you are having quality time

i miss this

miss this moment badly.

i just wanna put aside the uni stuff for a while.
padahal ini udah deket exam masi aja gw lenjeh lenjeh. hadeeeh -__-

i miss my bed back home.
i miss my living room.
i miss the environment.
i miss my family.
i miss being 'the old nita' *no futher explanation :)

asik banget nih dingin2x gini makan baso mang usup, atau lotek ceu tete.
otak gw skr emg makanan mulu, jadi salahin autumn di sini aja yg dinginnya ga da beda sama winter.

pengen bgt liburan bareng temen temen, pacar, sahabat. bah,ngayal mulu lo ta.

oke, the reality are final exam is approaching and mom's coming soon.
yeay happy happy happy,hahaha..

random

kemaren nonton the back up plan by jlo. lumayan seru. tapi semenjak itu jadi takut banget sama yg namanya hamil, kyk nya klo bener2x belum kuat mental, mending ga usah dulu.

sempet agak mual juga sama beberapa adegan di situ, terutama pas si cw ngelahirin di air, lebih tepatnya di kolam renang anak2x. soo groosss..

yet, punya anak anugrah, dan someday gw pengen bgt setelah nikah satu taun, terus hamil dan ngelahirin anak laki laki secara normal,amiiinn..

dan balik nonton gw ke rumah dedy buat ngerjain test lab gw karena ga bisa pake mac, dan desktop gw pun dodol.

di tengah ngerjain, tiba2 gigi gw sakitnya parah, senut senut bikin kesel.

dan semalem ga tau knp gw lg sensi banget, kyknya lagi sedih bgt sama hidup gw.terutama sama nilai2x semester ini.

aaahhh pokoknya lg ngerasa useless bgt jadi orang. dan ga da yg bisa bantu :(

trus tiba2 dedy jm 9lbh kluar rumah ninggalin gw, udah kesel aja padahal. eh ga lama dia balik bawain obat sakit gigi.

gw terharu. iya. gw lupa bersyukur. ternyata kasih sayang Allah datang dalam bentuk dan wujud apapun.

trimakasi Allah, trimakasi dedy..

terrible semester

i don't know what's going on with me this semester. seems horrible, indeed.
i did study, i did eat adequate nutrition, i did pray and stayed awake all night for studying.
yet, it still ugly.

back to basic, everything happens for a reason. i do believe it.

agggghh 2 out of 4 my mid semester test failed and another 2 only average.
i just hope there will be a miracle for my final exam which is in two weeks.

help me God..i need Your hands..

so long..goodbye

satu bulan sepuluh hari menuju kepergian dedy saputra :(
ya..i know going back for good is for his own good, still, i feel really sad.

sempet cerita sama tya, gimana lemahnya mental gw. trus pas cerita lg, gw bilang udah kuat, mau ikhlas aja.
ga gampang. asli ga gampang. huhhh..

pastinya bakalan..mmm..kosong.
yaa bayangin aja, biasanya ktemu tiap hari, walaupun cuma buat lunch atau dinner.
atau paling lama juga ga ktemu sehari.
dan nanti bakalan ga ktemu 6 bulan.WOWW!*lebay

tapi yasudalah, ikhlas ga ikhlas tetep bakal pergi.

Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has the power to give life meaning, to make our time and our bodies and our words into instruments of love and hope.

- Tom Head

apart from my diary

yup, it's my first time to create blog. i have my diary on me and it's already two thick books and i'm bored to keep goin' on writing it.
soo tadaaa..it's me who wants to try a new thing beside playing facebook's games, terselubung-ing, detikhot-ing and streaming Gossip Girl.

today

ada kelas jm 1 tapi mendadak mood drop karna ngeliat result mid tes kmrn.
udah ngerasa bisa, agak yakin, ehh tapi hasilnya bener2x di luar dugaan.
ada apa dengan nita, YaAllaah *sigh*
semua pasti ada hikmah..ya,pasti.
tapi klo gini caranya, bukan bikin semangat jd boost up malah putus asa.
ok, final exam is approaching. harus bisa harus semangat!!